Skater Dream
Ever since we met at the rock show
you thought of us as friends
And your best friend I may not be
So it came as quite a shock
you said you loved me
But we went to California for a rock show
we made out and we made love
so there's not reason I should doubt
that you love me
I am the one you're dreaming of
Yeah, I paint a pretty picture
there is just one problem, it
is only happening in my best dreams
you do not love me
When I'm awake, I feel like shit
and I can't yet move past
this crush on you, it seems
Written for Martine on October 13 2003.